'Ahh this rain'.. Sitting by her window listening to the pouring rain she thought , 'Well , seems like I have to cancel my meeting for tomorrow ..'
She sighed slowly and looked around herself , found herself surrounded by books and papers.. Took a sip of her coffee and she grabbed the paper again , her fingers were playing with the pencil and she kept staring at the blank paper..
It 4am in the morning and she's been sitting there for 2 hours now , she has to finish her article tonight but every time she starts writing either her mind gets stuck with the tick of the clock or the sound of the rain.. 'Urggghhh , why can't I' she was irritated now , her head was so much filled with thoughts that she can't pick up a topic for her article which she has to write for the magazine..
'Forget it' , she threw the pencil away and got up , picked up the mug , there wasn't any coffee left..
She took a little walk across the room and got to the window again , it was still raining , she smiled slowly looking into the dark sky , she was a rain lover , she was the girl who gets crazy with the thought of rain , ' Now this rain is the reason I can't get out of my thoughts ' she smiled again , 'How things remain the same but changes its value and meanings ' ..
She was tired now , she didn't want to try anymore .. 'It's not gonna work out tonight , I still have a day left so I should better sleep now' She thought ..
Going through the spot where she was sitting before she thought to pick up the papers , looking at the mess she thought , 'Mhmm let it be' ..
It was getting colder now , she got into her warm bed , it was so comforting that she realized how tired she was.. She closed her eyes , it was a dark silent night.. All she could hear was the ticking of her wall clock , caffeine was working now , she wanted to sleep but couldn't.. She turned to her side table and picked up her cell phone to set the alarm for the morning , 'Maybe it'll stop raining till morning' .. She set the alarm and put the cell phone back on the table , her eyes stopped over the frame , the picture , the beautiful moment of her life , unintentionally , she picked up the frame and laid on the bed again..
It was her wedding picture , she was smiling with bliss with her husband beside him .. They were so happy together , people said she looked heavenly beautiful on her wedding day , it was her favorite picture from all the albums so they decided to frame it .. She looked at him in the picture , he was the person she loved for 20 years.. She fought her family and friends , her parents never liked the guy she was in love with but she was so in love with him that she denied everyone just to get one person , 'One freaking person' she mumbled staring at the picture frame..
A feeling of hatred came across her face , and in a moment she put the frame back , like she was scared she would probably smash it into pieces.. Finally she closed her eyes , she thought of the days they were newly weds , then she thought her first fight with him .. He was not the person she was in love with and he said , 'Things change after getting married you stupid' .. And it all really changed , he was the only person left for her now but he just couldn't understand.. It was their 3rd anniversary , she stayed up all night for him to get back home as she wanted to celebrate with him , he came at 3 am and told her he's leaving her .. He fell out of love and he wanted to get a part.. They fought and screamed and shattered things into pieces in the middle of the night , but nothing stopped him from leaving her..
She sighed again , she was all alone now , its been 15 years now , all she does now is recollecting the memories from the past and hold on , her room , the picture frames everything is right there on its place , she whispered to herself , 'but I never fell out of love , even when I should have' .. !!
She sighed slowly and looked around herself , found herself surrounded by books and papers.. Took a sip of her coffee and she grabbed the paper again , her fingers were playing with the pencil and she kept staring at the blank paper..
It 4am in the morning and she's been sitting there for 2 hours now , she has to finish her article tonight but every time she starts writing either her mind gets stuck with the tick of the clock or the sound of the rain.. 'Urggghhh , why can't I' she was irritated now , her head was so much filled with thoughts that she can't pick up a topic for her article which she has to write for the magazine..
'Forget it' , she threw the pencil away and got up , picked up the mug , there wasn't any coffee left..
She took a little walk across the room and got to the window again , it was still raining , she smiled slowly looking into the dark sky , she was a rain lover , she was the girl who gets crazy with the thought of rain , ' Now this rain is the reason I can't get out of my thoughts ' she smiled again , 'How things remain the same but changes its value and meanings ' ..
She was tired now , she didn't want to try anymore .. 'It's not gonna work out tonight , I still have a day left so I should better sleep now' She thought ..
Going through the spot where she was sitting before she thought to pick up the papers , looking at the mess she thought , 'Mhmm let it be' ..
It was getting colder now , she got into her warm bed , it was so comforting that she realized how tired she was.. She closed her eyes , it was a dark silent night.. All she could hear was the ticking of her wall clock , caffeine was working now , she wanted to sleep but couldn't.. She turned to her side table and picked up her cell phone to set the alarm for the morning , 'Maybe it'll stop raining till morning' .. She set the alarm and put the cell phone back on the table , her eyes stopped over the frame , the picture , the beautiful moment of her life , unintentionally , she picked up the frame and laid on the bed again..
It was her wedding picture , she was smiling with bliss with her husband beside him .. They were so happy together , people said she looked heavenly beautiful on her wedding day , it was her favorite picture from all the albums so they decided to frame it .. She looked at him in the picture , he was the person she loved for 20 years.. She fought her family and friends , her parents never liked the guy she was in love with but she was so in love with him that she denied everyone just to get one person , 'One freaking person' she mumbled staring at the picture frame..
A feeling of hatred came across her face , and in a moment she put the frame back , like she was scared she would probably smash it into pieces.. Finally she closed her eyes , she thought of the days they were newly weds , then she thought her first fight with him .. He was not the person she was in love with and he said , 'Things change after getting married you stupid' .. And it all really changed , he was the only person left for her now but he just couldn't understand.. It was their 3rd anniversary , she stayed up all night for him to get back home as she wanted to celebrate with him , he came at 3 am and told her he's leaving her .. He fell out of love and he wanted to get a part.. They fought and screamed and shattered things into pieces in the middle of the night , but nothing stopped him from leaving her..
She sighed again , she was all alone now , its been 15 years now , all she does now is recollecting the memories from the past and hold on , her room , the picture frames everything is right there on its place , she whispered to herself , 'but I never fell out of love , even when I should have' .. !!
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