Blame it on me !

After a couple of years they met.. He was amazed to see her in such a good shape , for some reasons he expected her to be a damaged shattered scared girl but there she was perfect , answering every question he asked ..
Hesitantly , he came up to the question he has been wanting to ask for the past two years ..
"So you lived without me , happily ever after , yeah ? " he laughed , for no reason ..
She looked puzzled suddenly , Hmm ! now what is the answer you've got.. No matter what you say , you betrayed me , you moved on this easily and I did not ... he thought with a pride in his heart , finally he was about to win the battle of blame and love , the happiness was the kind when he always wins a chess game..
But then she spoke .
"I've never lived without you" 
He felt numb , his face looked like the blood drained out of the body and the heart denied to pump blood through out his veins , how can he be defeated at this stage ..
She continued , "You see , I have this corner in my heart where I still have you , you were my angel once but then you became my demon who lives inside me , feed on me " circling her finger around the cup of hot coffee she added , "There is this hidden corner in my cupboard where I have your belongings , I've lived an eternity around you , I breath with you through those love notes you once wrote , you live with me in my playlist , in my favorite songs because I can feel your voice echo in these lyrics . If only you could look the last searched name on my facebook account .. If only you could make sense with the senseless , if only you could think beyond blames and egos and if only for once you could be the person that is better as a demon than an angel"
And then she walked out. It was the last battle of love , and he was not the winner again ..

Current Situation , As I know it

I've been following news and politics for a while now ..Here I'd admit that I've never been into these things before.. Either I was too young for all this or either I was hopeless until now ..Believe me ,I've tried real hard not to write anything about it because I know its pointless , because I know people have been listening to the same stuff these days everywhere but then it's been almost 20 days now and my head is filling up with things I can carry no more , so here we go !
Before I go any further ,I would like to clearly state that these are purely my own thoughts and opinions (to which you might disagree) but as I believe this is my personal space , a personal blog where I can freely share whatever I want.. My opinions might differ from yours but I'll try my best to get my figures and facts valid..

For starters, a friend of mine is concerned about the International Media reporting about the protests.. I don't know what they are reporting but I'd like to ask my friend , If these protests embarrasses you in front of them , doesn't it when your people never raise a word against the evil ? She said people are laughing about how these protesters went through 'Red Zone' .. So for this my friend , it is their democratic right to protest 'ANY WHERE' in their 'OWN COUNTRY'.. Do people laugh when Americans protest in front of White House ? Guess what ? No , They don't !

Second thing , Imran Khan <3 Yes I am a pro-PTI and I love Imran Khan as a politician .. But somethings are not about him , it's about the things he says .. I cannot understand what is one thing that is senseless ? All he guides people to do is to raise their voice for their rights , aware people to ask about their money , where does their money go? What is there in it that is so complicated to understand ? I know it is hard to trust any politician in these circumstances but why talk about a politician ? You don't even trust your best friend or partners these days , do you ? But does that mean you lose hope ? No . you don't !
And the last one I've been thinking about from the start .. What are the both parties asking from the very first day ?

- PTI : Asking about the rigging in Elections 2013

-PAT : Asking about the FIR for the people murdered in Model Town Incident 

For PTI , I was thinking about a simple example which might be silly but well .. If you're sitting beside a person and suddenly you get up and say to him , 'Hey ! you stole my watch'.. What will be the first reaction from him ? He will ask you to check him if he hadn't taken your watch , but he will refuse to check anything if he's guilty ..

There you go ! I guess I made my point !

For PAT , FIR is the right of every person in a democratic country , there can be no justification when 14 people dies by the police gunfire who were protesting which was again their democratic right .. Funny thing is PAT had to protest for a simple FIR ..

Politics , I know is kind of a roller coaster and I am no expert in this but little did I know there are somethings you need to see and think about .. You can be a supporter of anyone but how could you not be a supporter of the most genuine thing , Humanity !